Last night, i looked at my sister playlist of song on her Cellphone. I played the song Everytime by Janet Jackson, when I heard the beat and the musicality, I'm in love with the song even i haven't heard yet the lyrics. i bluetooth the song on my phone Well for my dear readers I do love a song by it's beat even the lyrics is not that meaningful and everything. This morning I played the song and surprisingly the lyrics was just a BOMB. I'm so so in love and i can relate. It's the song that so I need before when I'm having doubt if I will continue loving this guy that I met, let just called him Mr. RANDOM he is charming, honest, funny, bubbly , random and so very friendly. We are so good friends and I can tell to him without hesitation what I do feel, my point of view and everything under the sea. One day when I'm with him and depressed, I create a joke, I tell him that I'm liking a guy (which he is) and I've think the guy is liking someone and because of that I'm depressed and I'm having thought of stopping myself on liking him more. From that day he always asking about the guy, who is and if I've seen or talked with the guy, describe the guy and everything. Because of this silly I created we became closer and really awkward how I describe him to his self. My feelings for him became deeper and romantic. He is also having a hint that he is the guy the way I describe. He asked me many times if he is the guy but I didn't always answered him straight I always change the topic I don't want to tell him he is not the guy and he is the guy. First, I don't want to confess to him he is the guy and I don't want to deny that he is the guy.
Then the day comes he asked me again if he is the guy that I like on that moment he is serious and warned me that if I will not tell to him who is the guy or if he is not the guy, he will never assumed that he is the guy EVER. I don't know what pushed me to confessed. And after my reason for keeping it to him, he answered me that he will think about it. He heard a lot of negative thing from the guy or to him. I tell my side that I'm afraid to tell him because what if we don't have the same feeling and everything,. Wait I will cut the story here.
These are my reason why I do like the song It just give me ideas and thought why I'm afraid to LOVE HIM and to continue what I feel.
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