Cards

Last Night Me and my Friends meet-up to bond, talk and eat. After we ate, one of our friend read our fortunes in love by using cards. She tell me to think the guy that I like/love after i shuffle the cards she arranged the cards, separate other cards and everything. According to her our feeling for each other is MUTUAL, there is no hindrances between of us. And there is a guy who is influential in my life helping and supporting me. I tried it again this time I think another guy that I like too. I shuffle again the cards and she arranged it again. According to her we like each other but I like him more, and he is more busy right now in his career.

Well the cards give me idea on how I could manage this feeling of mine, I think her reading on cards on the second guy is CORRECT, we haven't yet talked after our first date ad he seems so busy, I don't want to take his time for the stuff that he prioritize. On contrary on the first guy, I don't know if it is TRUE? because he is a random person. He makes me feel that I'm special and everything by visiting, talking, teasing and everything at first I will blushed and giggle on the crazy stuff he acts whenever we are together but when the moment lasts I would think of it that he is just like that on his CLOSE friend. Yes, where Friends, that complicates everything. As day we talked he asked me twice if I love him? I can't answered him straight. Simply because I want to save my heart and I don't know if he likes me too? I know that I'm selfish and everything but sometimes this is the right thing to do and what i really want to do is to save the FRIENDSHIP that we have and I would not ask for more and anything but the relationship that we have.