WAKE ME UP

"Mahirap isuko ang taong mahal mo pero mas mahirap ipaglaban ang isang taong hinihintay na lang ang pagsuko mo.

This quote just slapped me on my face. Until now I can't write the "NEVER FALL IN LOVE WITH YOUR FRIENDS-PART 2" in this blog because I still have this guts/feeling that he was in to me that he like and love me more than friends he just having a hard time to tell me because of what happened to us or he is afraid on my expectations from him  But as I read this quote an idea pop-out in my head maybe he really like me to move on from him that's why he still keep on asking me if I've move on from him?. Sadly,  I'm not convinced on his idea. His actions and thoughts is not consistent on what he said. And that makes me confused and hope for something that is IMPOSSIBLE, UNIMAGINABLE  and UNEXPLAINED.

"I move on from our fights, heartbreaking talks and mistakes but DAMN I can't just shake this feeling that we don't belong together"

Maybe  I could SHAKE this feeling if he will show to me that he is in LOVE with SOMEONE ELSE. That  the "SOMEONE" does exist and he can openly share it to me like he openly shared to me his thoughts, career and principle in life. I know it was STUPID AND HEARTBREAKING but I think it will cut the thin thread I've been holding for too long or shake me up to stop holding from it. It works on me on Renell(first love).