Never fall in Love with your Friends- PART 1 :)

I will like to share my tragic experience in LOVE LIFE. First, I will share my preferences. Since I was a teenager I tell to my self that the man that I should marry is my first boyfriend, wherein my boyfriend should be my best friend. Just like other women I'm a dreamer. Dream to share their lives with the person that will accept who they are and known them for years.

My first love happen not to be my best friend but anyway I risk it. I try to get know of him and be with him. And then we became good friends but it so happens that he became aggressive and I can feel that he is really interested on me because of lot of stuff that I never expected that he will not do for me. But our Love story ended when we start arguing stuff. And after we argue and say sorry to each other we became strangers again. I thought at first when we say sorry we will be friends again and we could still do the stuff that we used to do. Of course, I cried so hard, I talked and ask advice to a lot of my friend on him and so depressed on how our relationship turn- out. The ending of the story is we become strangers and he go out in my life. And as of now we are not seeing each other and I heard he has a girl friend now. The bravest thing I did for him is I wrote him a letter telling everything that I wanted to tell him when our relationship got worsen. And despite the obnoxious attitude and acts towards me I still forgive him because I still like to save our friendship. But I've realized that maybe I'm just the one who still holding of it and he doesn't care and interested on it. And I really want to work out our relationship because we are co-worker and it really affects our job. 

Anyways I have forgiven him for his obnoxious attitude and everything. Because I've accepted that fact if I really still care for him as a friend I will respect his decision on what does happened on our relationship And People come and go. And you can MOVE ON from a heart break and emo stuff if you learn to accept that you can't push someone to understand and accept your point of view in life and things won't up the way we want to end up.

I leave this note on his stuff. the note says inside SORRY.  and after 3 days I checked my note in his stuff and in my surprised he put a smiling face on the front of the note. This was the charming and cutest stuff that he do for me.  And it just say he is not mad on me. But just  I said before whenever we say sorry to each other we become stranger again. Because he acts like a stranger to me. :)